quite a day

woke up sad and couldn’t figure out why, almost wrecked the car, lost my breakfast into a nice lady’s kitchen sink, slept through the evening…having a bizarre dream about hippies which i told rachel about:

me: i had a dream about living with hippies

it was an awesome dream

Rachel:

WOW

me: more and more people just kept showing up

Rachel: i wanna hear more!

me: i was staying at this house

it had a lot of hammocks

and beds

and all these people lived there

even though i thought like three of them did

then all the others showed up

i don’t know

Rachel: i LOVE this dream already

me: it was just really happy

looking forward, i am going to miss Sydnie the 4 month old, as well as Jackson and Bettis (the dogs), i can’t wait to be a roommate with all six of my roommates (just thinking about Christi laughing and snorting some Sonic drink out her nose gives me a warm fuzzy feeling inside), i am going to miss my family, i am scared of the transition, i will miss my disgusting dog and elusive cat, i am excited to hopefully have a car, i will miss my monday coffee dates like nobody’s business, i might die (but probably not) taking 5 literature courses at once, i can’t wait to be back at redeemer, back walking around my college campus, even though it will now be inhabited by a new creature: the freshman who looks like he’s 12 instead of 15, i can’t wait to at least once pollute my lungs with amy lane on our front porch, it’s going to be going to be going to be ok, i need to get a haircut, i can’t believe God provided me with a house-sitting job once i finally got over my griping about my family, i will miss this monday night bible study like CRAZY, by the way i finally can play the B-minor chord on the guitar!, God gave me some more money for school, i wish i could have a dog but i won’t because people say it’s irresponsible of a college student, i wonder who forgot my name while i was gone last semester, i hope seven roommates don’t make brownies all at once this semester, i hope bears don’t eat me while i’m house-sitting, i’m going to have a dinner party!, i can’t wait to give sydnie her new children’s book, i’m afraid of how much spanish i’ve forgotten, i want to go hiking before i leave, i hope we go camping with RUF this semester, i hope i hope i hope i hope!

: )